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April 12th, 2006
The count down begins...
11 days and a half left.. that's 92.5 hours of work in this office before I get set free.
The boredom has become too much, I am now resorting to using the hand dryer in the toilet instead of paper towels cuz it takes longer. I walk the long way to my desk and I think I've lookeded at every damn web page in existence.. I need help and I need it fast!
On the plus side, I got tickets to see Snoop Dogg again! YAY 3 times this year so far woo! and also I have a day and a half of holidays still to take. If it wasn't for that, I might be dead.
Im such a pie...
2 chicken pasties and a bit of a yum yum devoured by myself this afternoon. My I feel crummy!
It started off good too...
Can't actually believe how much my work sucks right now, each minute seems to be multiplied by 10 :(
Wish I could find something exciting to do on the internet!
Went to the BeanScene with Joni last night, was good to have a girly chat hehe.
Random Entry.. yah x
Back to the boredom.. wonder how long they would take to discover me if i hid in a toilet cubical with a magazine..
I'm off to try it x
April 8th, 2006
Last weekend I went to London, Dan and Kat surprised me by booking the trip while I was at work. :
Went donw on a coach at 8am, was dreding the 8 hour journey but it turned out to be surprising fun! Stopped off in Manchester for a bit, was kept amused with food, games and sleep.
Found a great hostel to go to, it had a gym, dvd cinema, bar, pool tables etc. Was really clean and pretty too.
Went to Leicester Sq, Soho for dinner, which was quite good. Love the nightlife there!
Decided to go back to the hostel at 10:30pm for a quick power nap before we went out, woke up at 12:30am and couldn't be bothered anymore. Hehe, Dan and I went to the bar downstairs and had a drink and went for a walk. My tummy felt a bit dodgy and I was sick, only had one drink, so it couldn't have been that. So that was the end of our night out :(
Woke up early, and decided to go shopping in Campden Market, which is full of odd people but I love markets so it was fun. We went into this crazy shop, where the employees were made to force sell and they all looked like they were on drugs. We were told to go upstairs, that we could bearly find because everything was so cluttered and all over the place. We found ourselves in a tiny stock room and the mad woman asked us " What trousers are you into?" Nobody had even mentioned wanting any.. we moved out of there swifty to say the least. Moved on to Oxford street where I went into THE most amazing TopShop in the world, so many floors, so many clothes!
I had 45 minutes to shop before we were going to see a show so I litterally ran about all of the ones I wanted to go into, bought alot, was totally in my element hehe.
We saw a show in the Criterion Theatre called the Reduced Shakespear Show, which was a comedy that squashed all of shakespears plays into an hour and a half. They even done Hamlet backwards haha. Was quite good.
After that we had dinner in Campden again, in an amazing pizzateria, then proceeded to the bus station where we sat in Whetherspoons, looking at randoms and trying to guess their names for 3 hours. Slept the whole way back.
Had such a fun time tho :)
This week by far has been the longest week in history, work has been ever so boring. My flat mates have abandoned me for NY and I miss them :( The flat is finally tidy tho hehe.
This weekend will prove to be uneventful i is thinking.. maybe, maybe not
bye bye x
March 28th, 2006
So here I am in an internet cafe, wasting the day away hehe. :
Just had a mega feast in Pizza Hut and I feel like crap now. Blugghh
Easter break has been so relaxing that I can't be bothered going back to work tomoro. MEH
Was out with the work the other night, done some Salsa, drank too much. Nearly ended up in the lap dancing club Truffles for a laugh but it cost too much so we went to Sub Club whgich was crap.
Will update at another point as I cant b bothered right now.
I HAVE to stop being so lazy, yes!
Bye for now x
February 15th, 2006
Soooooooo Sleepy, think I might just take a nap... Zzzzz :
February 9th, 2006
You know sometimes I just don't know how to feel. Nothing ever seems right. Wish I could be someone different, just for one day. :
Work's rubbish, bored bored bored.
Really need to work out what I'm doing with my life cuz right now it seems like im not doing much with it except wasting it.
What I want I can't have, and what I have, im not sure I want anymore.
Need to sort everything out
November 10th, 2005
Mmmmmmm Banana and coffee :
October 8th, 2005
Not updated in such a long time! :
Lots of things have happened since the last one..
In note formation:
I got a job - been here since June.. good pay, but boring.
Joni turned 18! Happy Birthday dear!
Went to Holland with Russ, had a great time.
Going on holiday to Tenerife at the end of Nov. Should be okay.
Moving out my house this weekend to stay in a flat with Dan and Kat. Bit unsure about it all but I'm sure I'll get used to it.. Sooo many things i wanna buy for the flat already and I havent even moved in yet.
Been going to the ArtSchool alot which has been fun..
eh, .. my memory is fading.. can't really remember anything else i've been doing hehe.. well decided to update anyway
till the next one x
May 31st, 2005
Basically, I've been staying at Russ's all week.. Had a really nice time, as usual. :
Friday, I went up to his to watch the last ever Friends. I cried alot :( and got drunk.. Then Stuart invited me to Sound Haus for a gig thing.. wasn't sure it would be my thing but it was amazin'. Got pished and learned how to dance to funky trance. yas! Met some people and had a laugh. Had a totally good vibe in there. Pill poppers paradice apparently. Staggered back to Russ's feelin sick most of the way. Picked up a sign saying "DANGER MEN WORKING OVER HEAD" and carried it about thinking it was hilarious. Managed to get chips and cheese, peed in front of a hotel.. and fell flat on my face all within the one street. hahaha.. fell about lots in Russ's and went to sleep.
Saturday I was hungover, just chilled in Russ's with everyone.
Sunday, I went back to Stuarts and watched 'Happiness' a strange, sick but oddly funny film. hahaha. we decided to go to town, where he bought many cd's. Had an amazin lunch in Italiamania, mmmmm and had the best coffee's ever.. Coconut Latte and Hot Fudge Latte mmmmmmmm..
was meant to be going out later that night with Stuart to a club but I went up to Russ's and he wanted me to stay with him, and I did even though I REALLY wanted to go out. Apparently, he went to the Art School then an illegal rave somewhere.. man that wouldda been good !!
Had a nice mornin' with Russ anyways, felt all warm and loved when I left..
I REALLY wanna go out, but I have to stay in and study, just 3 more days left to go before I have complete freedom.. Wooop woop.
Bring IT on..
May 24th, 2005
Friday was a strange night, I went to Russ's and was there like half an hour before he got home so I had to wait outside.. Pfft.. then I heard that alot of chicks I haven't met (nor has Russ apparently) were going up 2 his. Kinda freaked out and too a spaz attack at him, before he reassured me. Anyways, it ended up just being, Joe, Russ, Stuart, Tosh, Karen, Susan and me. Yas. I got quite drunk then moi, Stuart, Karen and Susan went out dancing. Trash yet again! getting bored of that place! anyways Stuart and me were up ahead then got in, then Susan got ID'd so we came out again... Bouncers Id'd her everywhere else so poor Karen had to go home with Susan.. Stuart and me went into Trash again. Got too drunk YAS! danced and danced and had a jolly time. Got chips and cheese and went bak to Russ's in a state! Good Night really. :
Saturday, I cleaned Russ's flat and sat about getting stonned, laughing and eating like 5 pizza's between 4 people mmmmmm Was nice.
Sunday I pretty much did the exact same thing.
Today I was awaked at 7:30 by Russ who had to go to work. I planned on getting a txi home with Stuart but it was taking ages so we decided to walk cuz it was so sunny and warm. Walked to the Globe Cafe and had a roll and sausage and a tea, then walked further down the street into another VERY funky cafe for soup and tea. lol We then found this posh Deli on the same street and went in for a coffee lol, then walked 2 meters into another cafe for an ice cream drink lol.. mental... Tour of the cafes'on Paisley Road. I got home arounf 1:30 hehe
Tonight, I'm going back up to Russ's house, man my parents won't be pleased, I've been staying there for the last 5 nights and haven't been home for 3 days.. ooops..
Current Music: Kanye West
May 21st, 2005
Wednesday and Thursday nite, I stayed over with Russ, had a chat and I don't feel so worried about a certain girl and him.. I don't know why I do that.. I guess I'm just insecure really.. :
Tonight, Russ is meant to be having a party, I wonder who'll be there? I dunno if i'm looking forward to this either.. Well tonights, I'm going out to a club with Karen at some point to celebrate her new found freedom and to celebrate being women really.. haha.. aye.. Getting on down in a club is def. on the cards, but I'll be at this party for a while, hope its not gunna be bad.. I hope i don't cry.. PLEASE don't let me get emotional!
Update tomoro or sumthing..
buh byes x
Current Music: Punjabi MC
May 17th, 2005
Such a busy weekend!
English exam - feeling a bit weird about it.. finding it hard to guess how I've done, maybe got a C again.. Find out in August I guess
Rushed about town like a maddy trying to find a new outfit, bought this red dress (mainly to annoy stuart and his red dress fetish lol)
Got ready and went to Staurts BBQ, was quite nice, chilled, got stonned and chatted. Quite a good turnout for that. Karen, Susan and moi decided to bail out and go to Trash and we had a great time dancing and laughing. Last songs they played were the Proclaimers YAS and Happy Days.. made me feel all happy, and I got dragged into a huddle of jumping with the rest of the dance floor... lol awww. When we were walking out, we past Shack and saw the guys whos house I was in the other week.. trying to lure girls back to their flat no doubt.. Fannies! Then this balck gurl grabbed hold of Karen and followed us, we were like "FUCK OFF" and he was like "No NO" weirdo! We crawled back to Stuart's, by this time most people had left or KO'd.. Karen and Susan passedout while I sat up chatting. Got home about 6, got up at 12pm.. not much sleep!
I had booked a hotel room in the Moat House for me and Russ, a surprise for him. David B got me the room for 30 quid with his staff discount yas! Had such a magical night with him, we stayed in all night, ordered room service and it really couldn't be more perfect. Just the beautiful views from the river and being with the guy I love was the nicest feeling in the world and it really couldn't have been any better. *happy sigh*
I trecked back to Russ's and we bought breakfast. Watched many episodes of Friends and then his dad and his dads friend arrived. He walked in and embarrased me within the first 30 seconds.. Hes sooooo funny. LOL.
Thinking I was gunna spend a quite nite in, I relaxed then Staurt invited me back up to his for another BBQ. Just a few of us this time, me, Russ, Hannah, Julie, Lee and Billy and co.. Decided to play strip poker with Stuart, I heavily won, and he actually got naked in front of Me, Hannah, Lee and Russ was soooooo funny as it was so unexpected hahahaha. Later on as the booze flowed, Hannah, me, Julie, lee and Stuart played Strip pontunes? Julie was the first to get rid of nmost of her clothes and I was winning for ages. ANYWAY, it ended up with all us girls in our underwear covered with towels and Lee without his top on. Stuart was in his boxers with "I will not fake it" written on his chest by Julie.Then we hear this knock on the door and we were like FUCK its the police!!! Russ was like Its cool, they can't come in" but they walked in wen Stuart opened the door and they came in the room. hahaha Me, Hannah, and Julie were all sittin in our underwear on the bed and the police looked so shocked lol. Bet they thought it was a big orgy!I was like "we're just playing a game!" and they both laughed, they stood there for a bit then left and told us to keep the noise down.. I was mortified !!! HAHAHA Madness..
Wonder what'll happen next?
May 13th, 2005
Im so worried.. :
Soo much to learn, feeling slightly better about everything but this is my second year doing this exam and I don't wanna mess it up..
Just a "B" would be good.. That's all I want.. although an "A" would be better..
I wonder if I'll dream about writing these essays tonight.. I hate wen I do that although provides all nite revision..
Good Luck JONI x
May 12th, 2005
Heavy fucked... :
Today I went to English and my lecturer saw me and said "Oh it's the return of the living dead!!" .. yea, so eh havent been going there in a while.. oops..
Anyways was the last period of English like EVER yas
Now am buggered cuz I officially have 1 more day to study for my English exam.. FUCK.. I think I may cry.
Now I don't know whether to go to Psychology tomoro although I promised Karen I would, or spend the whole day studying.. hmm
I'm so worried
At least Russ was sensible enuff to tell me to study for like the WHOLE nite.. kept going Study.. Study.. you studing? study study study.. aww nice to have support :)
So here I am wasting yet more time, typing randomly in this instead of studying, just cuz its easy now this computer is new and fast..
Did I mention I'm gunna fail unless I have a miracle?
Okay back to the study, jah x
May 11th, 2005
Why do I let you do this to me? :
Well how many times were u drinking this week? Lets count: :
I went up to Russ's house, stayed overnight which was pretty unusual these days .. Was pretty fun
Was pretty pissed off/upset when some people cancelled their plans with me after I had spent AGES gettin' ready. Still feelin' annoyed when I think about it. Karen invited me up to hers instead (she's so lovely) and we watched some videos and talked and talked and talked some more.Drank a bit of vodka, but I couldn't really be bothered. That night was probably just what I needed. Got some stuff into perspective on my own.
Went up to Joni's house and chatted while drinking some Red Square.. *smiles* Was nice to catch up properly hunny! I recieved a late Christmas present! yaaaaaas. Needless to say the alcohol went to my head. Dan and Co. had a party. Was okay, just quite chilled. Laughed alot at Tommy's antics and chatted with the usual gang for hours.. hehe All in all, it was nice. Stayed over with Joni that morning lol considering it was like 5am when we went upstairs. hehehe.
Went to Silk (aka Sill's?) with Stuart and Lee. Drank quite alot in there and met a random girl in the toilets with Aftershock all over her hair hehehe.
We decided to go to Trash, got free passes and drink was REALLY cheap 80p vodka mix, 1 pound vodka red bull. yaaas Was soooooooooo empty tho, so it was kinda crappy.
Started chattin' to this gurl called Lauren cuz she was standing alone and I was sick of being the only girl. She was a bit mental really lol. Got really pished that nite. the DJ guy was pure watching me dance and telling me to go up 2 see him and I was like "NAW" lol then this other guy came sat next to me and said I had an ass like JLO and I shake it like Beyonce hahahaha I laughed for about 10 mins.
Left the club almost legless and ate chips yaas.
so this week I drank 3 times, how bad is that?
Stuart's BBQ along with my English exam is on Friday.. can't say I'm looking forward to either of them.. FUCK
May 5th, 2005
I feel so horrible today.. :
Too much on my mind..
I've tried to study, not getting very far through my notes and the English exam is so close :(
I dunno, got other things on my mind.. I just can't help feeling unwanted and ugly although people keep telling me im not it just doesnt sink in..
I hate being self-consious :(
May 2nd, 2005
I feel sick :(
Uh on Thursday I went to one of Karen's friends' party.. Soo many people were there and everyone was so friendly and nice.. It was so nice to feel comfortable in a room of strangers.. *smiles* Got pretty drunk in within about 5 mins of being there thaks to Karen's mental efforts.. Then I just stayed with Karen and had a good ol' chat.
Friday I just stayed in to chill
Eh yesterday, I went shopping with my mother and got a few new things.. Then wandered down to Stuart's and he hit me with an egg!!! hahaha was so funny cuz he was wasted, it wasn't even meant for me,haha.. so I had egg in my hair and stuart was standing over me helping me only was a tiny bit of my hair, which in turn ended up with both of us getting wet lol.. We went on a trip with Russ and his little bro to get alcohol.. and I met a pregnant Louise Lockhart in the chippy hahaha.. hm what became of my year..? "ye hear am goneay hiv a wean?" em no? Got quite wasted and decided to go to a club.. we ended up in Trash which was quite good actually.. Got absolutely wrecked, met Karrina and a guy I know from college.. Was a good nite, till I got in an emotionally wrecked state. I just wanted a girl to be there, it's just not the same! I walked home from town, half with out my shoes and standing on glass while crying my eyes out.. I'm such a fanny! got home about 6am
Now I feel incredibly stupid, sick and hungover.. and somehow I lost my keys last nite ?
Tonite,it's Karen's birthady thing in a pub so no doubt, I'm either gunna spew or get drunk again.. I really need to calm down.. FUCK
Till the next update..
April 29th, 2005
A Drinkers Troubleshooting Guide
SYMPTOM: Feet cold and wet.
FAULT: Glass being held at incorrect angle.
ACTION: Rotate glass so that open end points toward ceiling.
SYMPTOM: Feet warm and wet.
FAULT: Improper bladder control.
ACTION: Stand next to nearest dog, complain about house training.
SYMPTOM: Drink unusually pale and tasteless.
FAULT: Glass empty or probably Jim Beam.
ACTION: Get someone to buy you another Jack.
SYMPTOM: Opposite wall covered with fluorescent lights.
FAULT: You have fallen over backward.
ACTION: Have yourself leashed to bar.
SYMPTOM: Mouth contains cigarette butts.
FAULT: You have fallen forward.
ACTION: See above.
SYMPTOM: Alcohol tasteless, front of your shirt is wet.
FAULT: Mouth not open, or glass applied to wrong part of face.
ACTION: Retire to restroom, practice in mirror.
SYMPTOM: Floor blurred.
FAULT: You are looking through bottom of empty glass.
ACTION: Get someone to buy you another Jack.
SYMPTOM: Floor moving.
FAULT: You are being carried out.
ACTION: Find out if you are being taken to another bar.
SYMPTOM: Room seems unusually dark.
FAULT: Bar has closed.
ACTION: Confirm home address with bartender.
SYMPTOM: Taxi suddenly takes on colourful aspect and textures.
FAULT: Jack consumption has exceeded personal limitations.
ACTION: Cover mouth.
SYMPTOM: Everyone looks up to you and smiles.
FAULT: You are dancing on the table and you lost your underwear.
ACTION: Fall on somebody cushy-looking.
SYMPTOM: Drink is crystal-clear.
FAULT: It's water. Somebody is trying to sober you up.
ACTION: Punch him.
SYMPTOM: Hands hurt, nose hurts, mind unusually clear.
FAULT: You have been in a fight.
ACTION: Apologize to everyone you see, just in case it was them.
SYMPTOM: Don't recognize anyone, don't recognize the room you're in.
FAULT: You've wandered into the wrong party.
ACTION: See if they have free Jack.
SYMPTOM: Your singing sounds distorted.
FAULT: The drink is too weak.
ACTION: Have more Jack until your voice improves.
SYMPTOM: Don't remember the words to the song.
FAULT: Drink is just right.
ACTION: Play air guitar.
April 27th, 2005
Been going out too much lately.. been drunk too many times to mention never mind remember.. feelin' so bad cuz my first exam is in two weeks and i'm too busy socialising than studying.. Guess I better start taking care of myself.. :
Weekend was a bit mental..
Thursday was the Shawland's 6th year show.. it was soooooo funny, had a good laugh.. somehow managed to get drunk in Budda afterwards..
Well done Joni, you were GREAT my dear x
Um Friday ended up in 13th Note with Keith, Dan etc.. then headed down to Barfly.. Not the best night, not the worst either..
Saturday, after wandering about semi aimlessly having a laugh with Stuart, we went to crash Karen's Sister in law's party.. got pished and went to Shack.. Ended up with no money cuz i lost it somewhere argh..
Anyway did a stupid thing and ended up in a random guys house with Stuart.. I have learned my lesson tho, cuz it cld have been dangerous!
Sent my provisional away.. just wait till I hit the road lol
anyways thts it for my slight update..